PAST: Where have you been?

o/~ I've been everywhere, man o/~ No, really, it's true. I've been to Cuba, France, Germany, England, the US, Hungary... but the places where my body's been is not the first urge I had when I saw this question. Where I've been inside was sometimes ugly, sometimes nauseating. I have been through ups and downs, ins and outs, backwards and forwards. I've been a liar, a hypocrite, a cheat, a cruelist, an ignoramus, a fanatic, a poor sport, a coward, and more besides. I have come through piles of shit and out the other side clean - or at least with the ability to be cleansed. I've been good, bad, and ugly. I've been talented, insightful, creative, loving, brave, and supportive. It all goes somewhere; it all leads to something.

PRESENT: Where are you now?

Right this minute... I'm in an odd place that I haven't the words for. Where I am generally is pretty okay. I feel better than I have in years, am better than I've been in years. I feel generally positive.

FUTURE: Where are you going?

Forward.

I wish I could say more about all of it, but I already feel like a greeting card, and that's just not on. Who I've been, who I am, who I'm going to be... it's all strewn through here anyhow.