I can be chatty, goofy, garrulous, and not necessarily in trivial fashion. I am full of stuff, jovial, happy stuff. Sometimes I think I have a better lead-in with people if I work this way; if I can just be silly for a while then everything's all right, and I will always be all right; if I can have enough casual, relaxation time then everything will be all right. I need the breathing room, I suppose. I need peace.